Ain't it strange.

It is still completely strange to me how people have the ability to feel something so special for someone they think is absolutely worth giving everything to, can make you feel like you were never a part of their life. I guess you can mean something one day, and because of bad actions, or change of feelings you can pretend like you never said the words. It makes me ache all over knowing that people have this ability. All the countless times i was alone or angry or happy or restless or sad or confused, i wanted to talk to the person who told me they would never love another person like they loved me. It's okay that you're not here anymore, seeing you happy was okay, and i know you have wanted that for awhile.

I love you, i mean it, and i always will.