I fall flat on my face.

Why is it that when we talk everything comes down to me being the better person, the understanding one, the unselfish one, the one who makes the right decisions, the one who will stand by you when no one else will. Yet when you wrong, i still, not wanting to, fall in. It's the type of fall where you don't know if there will be something on the bottom to catch you. I've always been the, well, "catcher." This time, whenever it is, want to be catched. I'm not a needy person but i like the reassurance. I would like to be told that everything will be okay. That i shouldn't be afraid to give in. That no matter what mistakes i make, i'll still be there. I've heard it all before, but i want to hear the promising voice behind the words. Someone who can tell me that i have no reason to hesitate.