Lie in the Sound

Is it possible to love more than one person wholeheartedly? What does that say about yourself? Much too trustworthy? Too this, too that. Is it even possible to love someone with your whole heart. Seems like an immense amount of love to me. It's hard to say whether or not I understand the differences between lust, need, and want. They all correlate with one another, in some strange way. Feeling love for someone can always be mistaken for being lustful for a person. You'd think people would understand the difference. Want, and need come into play far too much as well, for me at least.
Sure, I've been in love once, and it felt nice, but it created a needy kind of me that constantly needed reassurance, and that feeling of needing to be loved back just as much starts to consume you. You fight so hard to keep the idea of being in love in your head, it eventually tears down your mind, and what seemed to be so clear on what you thought was love, becomes just a slight bit hazy.

I am falling, say my name
And I'll lie in the sound
What is love, but whatever
My heart needs around.

Something real.

I can feel the lump in my throat getting bigger, heavier, it's so uncomfortable.You just don't know.
You don't know what makes me smile still.
It felt so goddamn good being able to lie next to you, holding your hand, watching the stars, and having the thought running in my head that i loved you right then and there. The night of our first kiss.
The first time i said i love you, and you said it back. The first song you wrote for me.
Missing feels worse, when no one misses you back.
It's all so far away, insignificant.

Held on as tightly as you held onto me.