Done.

I just don't understand how i can go from being completely happy, to sitting in my room a week later crying at myself in the mirror. I want so badly to be able to look at myself and love me. I want to accept myself. I have never felt so used and worthless, but i'm allowing it to continue. What is wrong with me? I feel like i can never satisfy anyone and i am always sad now. This is pathetic.

Taking out the trash.

You're just disgusting. You're a heartless bitch who doesn't give a shit about anyone besides yourself. Get over yourself because you're nothing special. You're the epitome of a stupid slutty girl.

A fork in the road.

The day will come when you need me most and I won't be there. That takes a lot for me to say. I just can't do it.