Who knows, Who cares.

Why is it that people are completely wrapped up in their little worlds, with their friends who try to be just like everyone around them? There are much more important things than finding the next fine girl to hook up with, or trying to find love, pretending that what you love to do is really something you want to pursue; even though you aren't good at it, or finding the next fad in clothing and shoes. I feel like so many of the people i know or hang out around are stuck in the mud. I want to travel and explore and do things that are feel good moments, i don't want to sit at in-n-out and talk about the latest gossip that won't matter to me in a week. Everybody is becoming the same.

Don't leave yourself.

I am in an absolutely great place in my life.
I'm sorry to hear you have lost yourself. Ain't it strange how the tables have turned. You are just as empty as I was, and as much as I am very bitter towards you, I would never wish anyone the sadness I felt when I was just a shell aimlessly wandering through days.You have hand fulls of potential to be something great. I wish you would at least try and pick up what's left of yourself before you completely turn to nothing but a shell. Things can turn around in a instant if you are willing to feel something good again.. One piece of advice you always gave to me was to not dwell on anything, it doesn't help you move forward in your life. I took your advice and it has made me a much happier person. Maybe you should look deeper at what you say and apply it to your life.
Don't forget yourself. You are still very special to me still, but i have finally let go.

Is it terrible of me to say i wish my friends appreciated me more?