Thursday, September 29

Ugh.

I didn't know it was possible to feel lonely in a house with your boyfriend.
I don't think he knows how much I care about him.
I took care of him all last night when he was sick, and I feel like he doesn't appreciate that.
This is too soon to be feeling this way.
I feel alone, and kind of by myself right now.
Ugh.
I do not like this.

Thursday, June 23

Upset, and everything in between.

Sound is what keeps me looking for your eyes

Wednesday, June 22

Twisted Brain

Why is it that I can write for days when i'm depressed, but I can't think of anything to write now that I am feeling so happy with the person i love..?

Monday, June 20

Green Eyes..

You're the one for me. My heart was dark and hidden from the world and you recharged it with your love and made me new again. I had given up on thinking there were good guys left, let alone good people. You are real and kind and you have the biggest and most genuine heart. You are good to the bone, and I am completely and undeniably in love with every part of you. I'm happy, i mean it so much, and i hope i make you just as happy. This is just the start of something beautiful.

You have my love for always.

Monday, January 10

Wallflower.

I'm going crazy. I feel uncomfortable in my own skin, i feel like ripping through myself. I almost feel like i can't breathe sometimes. It takes a lot of time and energy creating this happy front. I must be pretty convincing given the fact my sadness feels invisible to everybody. That's the point, right?


Wednesday, January 5

You're ugly, all over.

You need a walk in closet for all of your skeletons.