Love for the lonely

I love how a song can make me feel so happy inside, so grateful, so alive. I love that a song can make me forget that i'm tired, helpless, struggling, unmotivated, and lonely. I never realized how dependent i am on music. I'm blessed that i have the ability to listen to some of the most remarkable, heartmelting songs. My ears become so satisfied, i get lost for a little bit. I like it that way. I step into a world where only beautiful voices, melodies, and instruments fills up space. I love how a simple line of a song can relate to a defining moment in your life. How lyrics to your favorite song take words that shape perfectly together. Thank you, thank you for gently lifting off the hurt that has touched my heart.

Internal conflict

We all think we're going to be great and we feel a little bit robbed when our expectations aren't met. But sometimes our expectations sell us short. Sometimes the expected simply pales in comparison to the unexpected. You got to wonder why we cling to our expectations, because the expected is just what keeps us steady. Standing. Still. The expected's just the beginning, the unexpected is what changes our lives. -Grey's Anatomy

I'm ready for something unexpected, in a good way of course.