Things will get better.

I hope that in the near future, your soon to be eighteen year old ass will grow up. Yeah, it sounds harsh, but i'm tired of this. I'm tired of you playing the victim card. And i'm especially tired of you being the sneaky little person i know you've always been. Thank you so much for all this time i've wasted, thank you for so much for saying things you clearly did not mean, and thank you for showing me it takes a person with a lot of balls to do the shitty things you've done to me. 

I will not, not, not, cave into you.

Garden State.

Goodluck exploring the infinite abyss.